THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE
Anyone can become suicidal. When there is no hope left, when you are surrounded by blackness and evil, when all you can do is run and run and run and run until finally there is no place left to run to. before you is a huge abyss which if your body falls into it, you will never be found and then your pain stops, then you have made your family safe and no one can hurt you anymore, never again can you be hurt.
No more will you cry yourself to sleep, afraid, always afraid. Always tears of sadness, of darkness of, darkest despair and unbelievable pain that tears your soul out and destroys your spirit.
Sometimes, Death is the only answer and it does not matter to you what the effect of your death will have on others because you can’t see it, all you can see is blackness and never ending pain – of torture that you cannot imagine – even knowing that your spirit will wander for all eternity in the blackness, that you will never in all eternity see your loved ones again. Even with all of this, sometimes, Death is the only way out – the only way to stop the pain.